I just feel really pissed off actually, and stressed. And fucking grumpy that I can't have a drink to relax. Just caught a bit of Mad Men and they were pouring whiskeys like they're going out of fashion. Others around me are drinking French Champagne to celebrate engagements. I'm pissed off that I have a bloody drinking problem and I have to abstain. That's it. So there. Here it is. Stress pure and simple, this is a hard time. Stupid drinking problems. Stupid sobriety. Stupid relocations. Stupid house sales. Everything is fucking stupid.
Sorry not signing off with a 'Love, Mrs D' tonight because I'm too grumpy.
(no kisses either)