So I've got a couple of gritty thought processes going around in my brain today and (surprise surprise) I'm feeling mournful that I can't have a drink. I suppose the truth is I really feel like a drink. I'm having to do some mental work to remind myself why I don't really (gritted teeth) want a drink...
Think big picture Mrs D. Do you want a 'quick fix' release from these thoughts and head back to that loser miserable lush lifestyle or stay fabulous sober reliable solid person that you enjoy being so much more? (Talking to myself, first sign of madness).
Thing is someone told me yesterday that they missed drinking with me. I mean what were they thinking? I just felt so stink and had to sit with their words and kind of process them and push away the glum feeling that they left me with.
Sorry this is a bit glum. I just feel like I want some light with my shade. A glass of wine would be perfect right now. Aaarrrrggggghhhhhhhhhhhhh!
Mrs D xxx